My Journey:
I used to be confused and dejected about health. Now I see how multi-faceted and freeing it can be.
I used to be nearly bedridden. Now I thrive many more hours out of bed than in it.
I used to be in constant, burning pain 24hrs a day. Now I am pain-free.
I used to be told I was crazy or that nothing was wrong with me, despite my obvious health decline. Now I advocate boldly for myself and do not choose a healing team that I cannot collaborate with and be respected by and listened to.
I used to have scarce or tumultuous sleep that was never sufficient for me to feel rested. Now I feel rested daily and rarely need a nap.
I used to be unable to exercise and sometimes could hardly even move to get around my house. Now I train up to 6 days a week in JiuJitsu, weight lifting, and conditioning without any issues.
I used to think I wasn’t worthy of more. Now I claim all my victories and miracles, knowing blessings come to me abundantly because I AM worthy.
I used to struggle with my mental health because of the way I was treated surrounding an illness that wasn’t “believable” or even recognized. Now I recognize healing as also working through the trauma and abuse I’ve endured due to my Lyme journey.
I used to doubt I’d ever have a family of my own. Now I have the best husband in the world and 4 beautiful children.
I used to experience fear and panic around ticks and tick-borne illnesses. Now I live an empowered, peaceful, active life in spite of ticks.
I used to have 7+ (and counting) autoimmune, rheumatological, and women’s health diagnoses. Now I no longer have a diagnosis of those diseases or conditions.
I used to take medications to help manage increasing symptoms of a treatable disease that no one would address as one root cause for my health decline. Now I no longer experience excessive symptoms and am treating the disease itself while bolstering my own, God-given healthy body.
I used to be unable to think or communicate clearly. Now my whole life centers around using my mind to its fullest and communicating daily with all kinds of people.
I used to pass out and overheat constantly. Now my body regulates itself normally.
I used to be a shell of myself. Now I am my very best me.
I used to not be able to be there for others. Now I show up.
I used to be sickly and run-down. Now I am vibrant and robust.
I used to have endless stomach issues. Now I have a strong, healed gut.
I used to minimize the value of mindset, affirmations, and non-traditional healing practices. Now I embrace ALL that there is to healing as part of my every day life.
I used to be missing a healing, supportive community around me. Now I have cultivated and plugged into many.
I used to not trust my health. Now I know my healing is reliable.
I used to identify as my diagnosis of Lyme. Now I am me and Lyme does not define me.
I used to count on the traditional medicine community to help me. Now I take ownership of my healing journey.
I used to doubt I could have a meaningful vocation. Now I am using my experience as an ICU RN and Lyme Warrior to help me live out my passion for serving the Lyme community and building multiple income streams and copious free offerings for all.
I used to be skeptical and unknowledgeable about alternative medicine as an option for my healing. Now I recognize that an open-minded, holistic approach to healing is one of my many miracles unfolding and my “healing toolbox” contains endless resources and options for healing that support my body instead of depleting it.
I used to believe I would die before I saw old age. Now I see limitless opportunities in my healing as it unfolds and a long, healthy life before me.
I used to be afraid to dream or set goals. Now I flourish in my daily dreaming and goal setting.
I used to think I could never heal from Lyme and coinfections. Now I experience healing I haven’t known since childhood.
Your past or present circumstances never have to dictate your future. I want you to remember that.
This is just the tip of the iceberg of what healing can look like. Let’s celebrate our journeys, wherever we are on them, this Lyme Disease Awareness Month.
What is at least one improvement or healing moment YOU'VE experienced on your journey?
(Many thanks to the original poster who inspired me to document MY journey in this way! I forget who it was, but if you see this - you are a beautiful soul!)
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Disclaimer: this information isn't intended to treat, diagnose, or cure & all opinions are my own based on my own research and personal experience. Please consult with a trusted provider prior to making any medical or treatment decisions.
